Strong mother. 

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it:

Mao Kobayashi: Japanese cancer blogger dies at 34 –

I’m not sure if she’s famous in your country. She was a newsreader, a mother of a 4 year old son and a 5 year old daughter and a wife of a kabuki actor. She was a beautiful,  strong, wise woman.  Today I looked at my son and held him tight. I can’t stop crying,  thinking about her. It’s hard for her leave her little kids for sure. Daily life is busy and we are prone to take it for granted that things keep happening everyday to us. I heard her family did everything they could do even though the situation was touch and go. That is the way it should always be. It’s rare in Japan for people dignosed with a serious health issue to openly talk about the condition. She started blogging and told us everything. I believe that  many people are motivated to become stronger thanks to her. 

My Mother passed away when I was 27. Losing your mother is very hard no matter how old you are. Her kids and her husband are going to have a difficult time without her. I want to send condolences  to the famil. And Mao-San-rest in peace. 


Happy 8 month birthday. 

My son,Kay turned 8 month old.  He’s been doing great.  He laughs a lots and coos 😘  The other  day, he took 7 month old check up. His size is average and weight is 7800g (7.8kg) and It’s getting hard for me to carry him in a baby sling and he doesn’t seem to like baggy. So I’m thinking about a electronic bike with a baby chair. 

Now it’s time to start visiting daycares he will go. Kids will be selected by evaluated on the basis of family structure,  parents salary and so on. So, I don’t know which one he will get in but I want to check each daycare system. I can take paid parenting leave till next April. So I’m not so rush. Oh I can’t imagine leaving him. I don’t know I cam handle with it. 

Since l have became a mother, I see my faults clearly. I hate calling. But I have to do for him. I like to stay at my place but I go outside with him because it’s good for him. I contemplate my faults and this is good time to change myself. 

June 18th was farther’s day. Kay and I made thank you letter. Footprint is a tie. His photos are design of shirts.